Sunday, May 4, 2008

my subconscious is telling me something

Another dream: I lay on my bed and look down to see that my right leg is covered in dark purple bed sores all the way down to the foot. Alarmed, I hop to my feet and walk around. Sores gradually disappear.

Ever since buying the most comfortable mattress and mattress pad combination ever, I have been spending more than a healthy amount of time either asleep or trying to be asleep. I have not been to the gym in a month. Today I forewent a 40-mile bike ride for four more hours of sleep. I am thinking of cutting friends out of my life so that I may spend more time with my beloved.

This is getting to be a problem, but I am in no position to stage my own intervention.

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